I recently had a miscarriage. It has completely turned my world upside-down. It's like I'm looking at the world different. I've been asking a whole lot of questions to myself: Why did this happen again? What went wrong? Was it something that I did wrong? Am I destined to always go through this? I'm coming to realize that I will never know the answers to these questions. That it just happened, and there is nothing that I can do to change it. I've come to realize that there was probably a reason for it. That it was probably for the best. The timing sucked right now. There is so much goin on in my life, that it would have just probably been one more thing for me to worry about.
